October

I was told that the renewal of the site is my advance birthday gift.

At this age I wasn’t expecting anything special for my birthday really.

It’s either I’m getting way too old for a birthday gift or I’ve come to a term where I dont mind of not getting any.

As I grew older, my birthday isn’t something about me anymore. It’s time to celebrate my parents for they were the one who brought me into this world.

I remember getting Mama a huge bouquet on my birthday get it sent to her. Funny enough she thought the bouquet is for me.

She’ll all excited when she called at the office and ask “Is that bouquet is really for me?” I said, “Yes mama, that’s for you. Thank you for bringing me to this world”. The two of us ended up crying over the phone.

Silly I know.

Checking the list of entries I know I wasn’t that active putting my thoughts into words for the past year.

A lot of things held me back for I sometimes struggle to calm my inner thoughts. I must say it has been shitty and conviniently bugging me for the longest time.

I so wanted to write something clever but the brain doesn’t want to tag along so I had to chill it down and hopefully soon enough I can start writing if not religiously prolly consistently, if that make any sense?

So, thank you for this gift.

You know that you don’t have to.

I truly appreciate it.